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My Journey to 9/11 Truth

Posted 10 Oct 2009 at 11:21 AM by wntthetrth
Updated 31 Dec 2009 at 14:14 PM by wntthetrth (changed some wording.)

My Journey to 9/11 Truth

For my first blog entry here at Let's Roll I think it might be good to tell you something about myself, including how I came to be a member of the 9/11 truth movement and where my thoughts are currently. I may have said some of this in previous forum posts but it was awhile ago. And the fact that many of you are new seems reason enough to say it again...

I'm just an ordinary somewhat shy American citizen - Medicare age - who voted for the Bush Administration twice. For four years after the 9/11 attacks, I never once questioned their official story. In fact, at the beginning I had even felt proud of our president who seemed to be stepping up to the plate to face the new challenge. That was my perception at the time.

Like most people, I was occupied with the business of my own life and was content, even if only by necessity, to entrust the future welfare of our nation to those who had been elected to that job.

Then in 2005 Katrina happened and suddenly I found myself experiencing grave doubts regarding their competence. At around the same time an acquaintance mentioned he had received a DVD in the mail claiming 9/11 was an inside job. No. No. No. That couldn't be, I thought. It's much too big of a leap for my mind to accept. Sure, our leaders might have been lackadaisical in their response to the tragedy in New Orleans. But actually being the perpetrators behind 9/11? That would make them monsters.

Out of curiosity I went online and read everything I could find on the subject. There was a lot of information ... sadly, it made sense. I discovered that, while most of us had given little thought to the details of 9/11, independent thinkers had been painstakingly researching all the events of that day.

The official story was a big lie. It was so obvious. All one had to do was look at the whole picture to see how absurd the so-called "facts" were. Perhaps even more telling were the events that were given no air time, or quickly removed after the first day, so the story they wanted us to believe could be played again and again and again ... and again ... and again.

This was huge, right? Surely others would respond with the same curiosity as me once it was brought to their attention.

Nope. Didn't happen.

Almost everyone in my circle of family and friends wanted nothing to do with this "conspiracy theory" that I had suddenly "latched" onto. Even today, years later, I can't talk about it around them. There are a couple who understand; however, opportunities to discuss it meaningfully with them are few and far between.

So naturally I gravitated toward websites with people willing to talk honestly about 9/11. I wanted and needed support in my struggle to make sense of a world that suddenly appeared - according to my new perception - to be crazy. Were imbeciles running our government and news industry or was something more sinister going on? Why were they not allowing open, honest discussions about the things that mattered? Why was ridicule so senselessly being used against anyone who tried to raise legitimate questions? How in the world did we arrive at this place in time where people are considered bad or weird for wanting to get at the truth of catastrophic events that affect millions!

What was I supposed to do with all this new disturbing information? It was right there in front of me, too compelling to ignore. Sometimes I wish my eyes had never been opened. But truth matters and I felt I had to pursue it.

This quest for truth has been compared by many to going down a bottomless rabbit hole. The more one digs the more one becomes aware of its unfathomable depth of wrongdoing. Lies upon lies are uncovered leading to the unavoidable realization that nothing was as it seemed. A shocking revelation. That fact alone may explain why denial is so prevalent. How does one function after becoming aware of the unspeakable evil out there?
Like it or not this is our reality:

Driven by an ambitious agenda , a behind-the-scenes body of rich and power-hungry individuals with no consciences want nothing less than total control of the world. They are well on their way. With vast amounts of ill-gotten money they have access to the highest forms of technology and dirty tricks. They own the mainstream media, which means all news has their spin on it ... to serve their purposes. We are easy prey.
The fact that we have a new president now is of no consequence. Like the previous one, the current occupant of the Oval Office is merely a puppet. America, as we've known it, is being lead to the slaughter.
The agenda was in play long before 9/11. The events of that day were needed to advance it to Fast Forward.

What can we do?

I'm clueless. Life has become extremely complicated. Our privacy is all but completely gone. Maybe our only viable option at this point is to hang together, continue to speak the truth as we know it, and offer support and comfort.

If there truly is a loving God - and I believe from the depths of my being there is - the ball is in His court now. I'm convinced of this. There's too much I don't know and can't possibly ever know in my very small corner of this crazy world, with my limited resources.

There you have it. That's how I got here. That's my current state of mind.
Clarification: By "the ball is in His court now" I'm not suggesting that God is going to appear in all his majesty and put an immediate stop to the evil, and that we, therefore, can live in a state of passivity. This is our world, the only one we know. I think we need to be active participants in it. The tricky part for us is knowing how, exactly, we can contribute to a good outcome of this mess forced upon us, considering the overload of carefully calculated misinformation from the media and our so-called representatives in Washington D.C.

I feel like I have no choice but to trust that there is a loving creator working behind the scenes (so to speak) guiding the actions of those who are really and truly trying to do the right thing.
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    2brnot2b's Avatar
    Wow Betty! I am impressed with your passion and ability to tell your story clearly and with meaning and pray fervently for those whose time has yet to come to the understanding of the truth that we have embraced.
    Very well done!
    Posted 20 Oct 2009 at 21:27 PM by 2brnot2b 2brnot2b is offline
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    Although I had been aware of the New World Order's plans for domination, long before 9/11,the rest of your story applies equally well to me. As I suppose it does for most of us.
    Thank you for saying it all so well, the "what can we do" part is priceless, and right on the money!
    When I think about it, it's pretty much what the first generation of Christians were faced with. Paul's letters in the New Testament become a beacon of light in this. Will
    Posted 24 Oct 2009 at 10:38 AM by trueblue trueblue is offline
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    Your message mirrors all I think, or have done, or pray.
    When I think this can't be God's plan..this murder of innocents to profit and gain, to nation build??
    I think of the Holocaust and remember God was there observing man's evil then too...and that gets me through the day.
    "The will of God will never take you where the grace of God will not protect you."
    Posted 16 Oct 2010 at 14:56 PM by judy hulsey judy hulsey is offline

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